Was looking through Alex's and Ian's blog, and found our pictures taken with them during my break time. And this sentence caught me, saying, she is just my good friend. Was thinking back, during secondary one, i really hated Alex alot, like ALOT. But now it seems like we are good friends, very good friends. We used to quarrel over small little things, but now, we don't, i think he has finally grown up. HAHAHAHHA. Telling him my problems make me feel easier, way easier. And the next thing is, i will be back to my normal self. Although we don't meet up much during holidays, but we sure hang out during and after school hours. There goes the same as Habri. we used to fight over this and that, in class, infront of the teachers. But i don't know how or what make us good friends. As for Iansulllivan, he tells me all his sad/happy/angry/dumb/disgusting/stupid stuffs. He is very chubby and fat last time. HAHA. But now, he's much more SLIMMER and handsome. I have nice friends, very nice friends.
Anyway, had cgm today at Sharon's place before service. Cab down to church. Went over to town for dinner and we celebrated Zhengyang's and Nicholas's birthday.
Anyway, Ian, Alex, Jemuel, Merilyn, Sokchen, Sockyi and Calista came down to paragon to celebrate Merilyn's birthday while i'm having my break. Went over to heren, for lunch. Back to work, and, my leg is damn pain. My skin tore and i have a hard time walking around.
Shittttttttass, Taohuaxiaomei ep 7 came out already. I MUST NOT WATCH YET. I've got to go for dental app, then to meet Racheal to get shoes and slipper, oh, did i mention, MAX BIT MY SLIPPERS TILL IT BROKE. This is really shitass man.
It's 6.29 in the morning and i'm still awake. I tried sleeping at 2.30am but i can't sleep. I called yingmin and talk to her, played with my dog, tried to sleep again, but can't, went to wash my leg and hand, tried to sleep, but can't, pack my room, redo my maths and science test paper, and went online to watch momolove. Am going to take a shower, then school for training. Weird day.
Today is a good day. I slept at 3am and wake up at 2pm and watched momolove and met yingmin for dinner at vivocity and my mom fetched us from there. Today is a good day.
Why does reality always got to be hurtful? I hate it that way. I want my old life back. You just come and go like that. It isn't fair for me. I know, i'm in the wrong this time, but if there isn't mistakes in this world, then this isn't life anymore.
Every night, i would just hope that you would say a goodnight to me like before. BUT THIS IS REALITY. Every good things comes and goes, and we wouldn't know when. We can't turn back time, if we can, life would be awesome already. I've been reading all the messages you send to me, not one deleted since we met. I would like to sit there and watch how they two met, how they get closer day by day. Paying 10 bucks to watch them. If only this whole 14 years was being recorded at put in the movies. BUT THIS IS REALITY.
4 more weeks till the school's break are over. LIKE FINALLY. Been waiting for this very day to come. Life would be much better then. At least we wouldn't be home, finding stuffs to do, thinking about stupid things that are out of this world. While school, we have friends to talk to and do crazy things together. Jonathan has a new hair cut, and i like it v much. Shaving off his hair would be a wise decision to make. It would take at least 1 or 2 years to grow back it's original hairstyle, right? I can't wait to see him, with that weird pattern shave on his botak head.
Many times in life, we will feel lost or would be hurt badly. But one thing, we shouldn't do is to give up on life, but learn from it and start anew. Time, each day, each week, each month or even year would help to cover up the hurtful days of life.
